Three years ago, standing in the ruins of the Roman Forum, centuries of sediment rising around you, each layer besting the one below, you wondered how such grandeur could now be rubble. You wondered where your own nation lay in its own timeline of rising and falling. Were the barbarians at the gates? Was Caesar crossing the Rubicon or Augustus proclaiming himself a god? In Greek plays, hubris brought down kings.
Will today be the Last Day, the Final Day, the Before before the After?
Tomorrow the transition will sort itself out. Tomorrow will be the unity of time in the Greek tragedy that could end with the divine justice brought on by the king’s hubris. Something will happen, and you wonder if this is what living in some crisis of the Roman Empire or the Weimar Republic felt like. You’ve wondered this for longer than the past four years.
You don’t so much worry about yourself, up here on your suburban hill in your lily white neighborhood where everyone holds on economically and puts Black Lives Matter and Democratic candidate signs out in their yards (with the exception of the one white family down the street, with their giant Trump flag and their Black child). You worry about your aunt down in Louisiana, one of the few people in her upscale neighborhood who puts out Biden/Harris signs. She has to take them in at night now because they have disappeared, stolen. Her Democratic friends warn her not to put them up anyway because they make her a target. You worry about the BIPOC-majority neighborhoods in this, one of the most segregated cities in the U.S. You have visions of Tulsa and Springfield and Rosewood and all the places that burned for being Black. You worry what will happen to a lot of people in the next month.
This nation has always struggled to actually be “of the people, by the people, for the people” and to realize “all men [and women and intersexed and non-binary and just plain human beings] are created equal.” That concept more than geography or ethnicity or religion or any other feature has defined the United States as a nation. The central conflict in our nation has been manifesting those ideals — and defining how they actually look in the world — since the reality began in slavery, misogyny, and genocidal dispossession.
You have wanted to be radical in your life, but ultimately your middle-class upbringing has always planted you squarely in some area of liberalism, pragmatic and progressive-leaning with questions about the means of accomplishing goals and cautious about radicalism eating its own. You wonder at the reasons that liberal has become a slur in some people’s minds, both right and left. Liberalism, one that embraces social liberalism and rejects the neo-liberalism of capitalism, wants a better life for everyone, and society cannot be better or safer or smarter or enduring or beautiful if everyone is not fed and educated and can earn a decent living and be well and not worry that the people who are supposed to protect them are actually preying on them. That means that people actually have to care about one another as classes of people, as part of the “us” of the United States and the world.
People show a shocking naivety when they expect the one candidate to solve everything. You advise your activist students on this when they attack potential or actual allies as if the allies are enemies. You have to look at the direction someone is facing or could be persuaded to face. In a presidential election, voters get two choices regardless of whatever third-party candidates appear on their ballots. Whatever way a person votes, they will have to live in a world with one or the other. The question comes down to the direction that candidate faces or could face.
Trump has always faced totalitarianism. He himself is an authoritarian, but the Republican Party has either actively or passively allowed him to set up a system (to be fair, pieces were already there, but they cranked all up to eleven) that creates totalitarianism. The Democrats may have extensive flaws — ask any BIPOC person — but they, right now, face in the correct direction. They still maintain that core belief — hope — vision — “of the people, by the people, for the people,” and “all [humans] are created equal.” They are the last wall against totalitarianism right now. You feel so naive yourself in thinking this. You teach U.S. history enough to know that the moral arc of the universe does not bend toward justice. That’s usually an optical illusion. Still…this year has taught you your limits, and this is one.
The totalitarians have the reins of government at this moment, and they have no intention of handing them over. As far as they are concerned, a Trump victory is a foregone conclusion and the election is merely a formality that they are fixing in order to maintain the façade of legitimacy. You thought that this would all happen two years ago. Here it is now.
What shall become of us all?
Will this be the Final Day of the Republic?